in the morning, xian found out that there's sum red spots on her hands and neck...den she ask me wad's that...but i dunnoe...den she sae maybe she's having AIDS...she's thinking too much...lOlx...


during recess, she ask the rest why she's having the red spots...sum sae dunnoe and sum sae she's gt the thing which is sum sort of chickenpox but not chickenpox...



den after recess, me, kohs, xian and chang sat together...den xian keep teeling us that she's gonna die...den told us not to be sad if she die...if she die in skool, muz go her hse tell her mother if not the mother keep waiting for her...she oso tell us to look after her dog, if not the dog will die of hunger...
den she oso tell us if one day she nv cum to skool, go her hse void-deck find her...cz she's having her funeral there...she's will be serving us wif curry chicken and fried bee hoon...she told us to go her funeral wif an empty stomach...lOlx...



she think too much le lorx...got red spots on her hands and neck den can link to so many things...
too imaginative...lOlx...

during physics lesson, saw laura lau and OM going to 4F...den change told us that han wei is going to haf canning...den the msg passed to the whole class...we're so excited...den we told mr koh to stop talking as we wan to hear the sound when he's being cane...den when mr koh wanted to sae sumthing, whole class "SHhHHh..." loLx...the whole class seems to be veri happy that he gt canning...



den during math lesson, mdm fauziah wore that purple shirt again...the class was calling her BARNEY all the way, and saying sum Barney jokes...we even sang the Barney song...lOlx...when we sae that she's Barney, she was laughing herself and rolled her eyes when we sang the Barney song...



realli enjoys crapping wif the class...




after skool, went to haf lunch in the cafeteria...
tok so much crap lorx...and laugh so much abt plastic surgery...



den we went to MRL...studied my physics...xian and chang taught me...thnx...
while kohs went to gossip wif mun and layss...hAhAx...the future-to-be-aunties...


went home...
kohs, xian, mun and chang waited the bus wif me...

while waiting for the bus, we said some stupid jokes...and xian do sumthings which makes us laugh till we drop...LoLX...







][ 15 more days to gRaduAtiOn dAy!!! ][

sEtbAcks

small little things defeat me...
juz b'cz of these setbacks, i cried for so many times...
i cant make it for my studies, misunderstanding between me and my fren [ we're ok now :) ], and i quarrelled wif my mum juz because of one stupid sms sent by my relative...

to kohs, xian, layss, mun, eunice, lydia and chien thnx for supporting me...i realli appreciate it...




muz realli 'chiong' to get better grades for my o'level, cz i dun wan to end up going no where...





NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME UNTIL O'LEVEL ENDS!!!
:(

I guess this time you're really leavingI heard your suitcase say goodbyeWell as my broken heart lies bleedingYou say true love, it's suicide









sumthing's missing...

i feel so depress...

i can't take it!!!

all these are "killing" me!!!






UPSET, UPSET, UPSET!!!

did not have a good start today...
got back some of my results...
ATROCIOUS!!! especially my physics...goodness gracious me, i only got 19/65...horrible rite?
even though i studied for it, the results didn't show anything...so discouraged by the result...
it's even discouraging for pure geo...i juz need three more marks to pass!!! it's all because i din finish my paper, if not, i'm sure i can do much much better...
for social studies, i din expect myself to pass...so, i was prepared to fail...

what can i say???
i dun expect myself to make it for O'level...

todae cheryl din come to church cz she go Tioman...so sianx lorx...den count money for the offering oso muz count myself, but luckily han wei helped me oso...thnx cousin!!!

den went to lunch wif him and Pastor Ruth...

today for lunch, i was surprised that Daryl had the same problem with me...both of us cant take spicy food...our ears will hurt...lOls...this shows how good frenz we are...hAhax...


den we went for bible study...
`blah, blah, blah...
we told Daryl to buy x'mas gift for us cz we nv receive his gift every year...he onli bought us b'dae gift...
he told us to write down the things we want den give him the list...he sounded so serious lorx...Lolx...
he sae maybe going Japan buy for us...YEAH!!!
for the closing prayer, i forgot how to end lorx...so paisei...


den my family waited for me and we went Habour Front...
`blah blah blah...
dinner...



home swit home...



skool tmlo...going to get back our results... :(

WinTeR

todae's the 64th day,



everything is so different from the day we started talking to each other and now...
spring, summer, autumn, winter...
everything slowly fates away...


everything started...
everything i see it's beautiful...it seems to be picture perfect...
a msg or call from you brightens my day so much, that i din even realise it...


it becomes a routine for me to receive your messages, and i'm used to it...
sometimes, i din receive any messages for the whole day...my day is darken by the dark clouds...
i hope i can adapt to the changes...but it's difficult...


maybe you feel nothing, or maybe i'm just over reacting...
i don't know why, and i do not want to know why...
you're 'haunting' me day and night...it's miserable for me...


please leave me alone...
i do not want to have any memories with you...
i know that there's no chance for me to be with you...


please do not give me any hope...
ignore me, hate me, scold me...
do everything you can to make me forget you...




][ ` wrote it out of boredom ][