Weakling.

Seriously, I don't know what's happening and it's driving me insane.

All these guessing, thinking.

Have you ever felt that your heart is crumbling, everything goes down to your stomach, and all the intestines, stomach and heart will start churning together.
Damn it!
I hate that!
It's giving me a hard time.
The more I think, the process double up its pace.

It could make me burst!
All I want to do is to cry out, shout, hurt myself.
Damn, this is hard!