in the morning, xian found out that there's sum red spots on her hands and neck...den she ask me wad's that...but i dunnoe...den she sae maybe she's having AIDS...she's thinking too much...lOlx...


during recess, she ask the rest why she's having the red spots...sum sae dunnoe and sum sae she's gt the thing which is sum sort of chickenpox but not chickenpox...



den after recess, me, kohs, xian and chang sat together...den xian keep teeling us that she's gonna die...den told us not to be sad if she die...if she die in skool, muz go her hse tell her mother if not the mother keep waiting for her...she oso tell us to look after her dog, if not the dog will die of hunger...
den she oso tell us if one day she nv cum to skool, go her hse void-deck find her...cz she's having her funeral there...she's will be serving us wif curry chicken and fried bee hoon...she told us to go her funeral wif an empty stomach...lOlx...



she think too much le lorx...got red spots on her hands and neck den can link to so many things...
too imaginative...lOlx...

during physics lesson, saw laura lau and OM going to 4F...den change told us that han wei is going to haf canning...den the msg passed to the whole class...we're so excited...den we told mr koh to stop talking as we wan to hear the sound when he's being cane...den when mr koh wanted to sae sumthing, whole class "SHhHHh..." loLx...the whole class seems to be veri happy that he gt canning...



den during math lesson, mdm fauziah wore that purple shirt again...the class was calling her BARNEY all the way, and saying sum Barney jokes...we even sang the Barney song...lOlx...when we sae that she's Barney, she was laughing herself and rolled her eyes when we sang the Barney song...



realli enjoys crapping wif the class...




after skool, went to haf lunch in the cafeteria...
tok so much crap lorx...and laugh so much abt plastic surgery...



den we went to MRL...studied my physics...xian and chang taught me...thnx...
while kohs went to gossip wif mun and layss...hAhAx...the future-to-be-aunties...


went home...
kohs, xian, mun and chang waited the bus wif me...

while waiting for the bus, we said some stupid jokes...and xian do sumthings which makes us laugh till we drop...LoLX...







][ 15 more days to gRaduAtiOn dAy!!! ][

sEtbAcks

small little things defeat me...
juz b'cz of these setbacks, i cried for so many times...
i cant make it for my studies, misunderstanding between me and my fren [ we're ok now :) ], and i quarrelled wif my mum juz because of one stupid sms sent by my relative...

to kohs, xian, layss, mun, eunice, lydia and chien thnx for supporting me...i realli appreciate it...




muz realli 'chiong' to get better grades for my o'level, cz i dun wan to end up going no where...





NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME UNTIL O'LEVEL ENDS!!!
:(

I guess this time you're really leavingI heard your suitcase say goodbyeWell as my broken heart lies bleedingYou say true love, it's suicide









sumthing's missing...

i feel so depress...

i can't take it!!!

all these are "killing" me!!!






UPSET, UPSET, UPSET!!!

did not have a good start today...
got back some of my results...
ATROCIOUS!!! especially my physics...goodness gracious me, i only got 19/65...horrible rite?
even though i studied for it, the results didn't show anything...so discouraged by the result...
it's even discouraging for pure geo...i juz need three more marks to pass!!! it's all because i din finish my paper, if not, i'm sure i can do much much better...
for social studies, i din expect myself to pass...so, i was prepared to fail...

what can i say???
i dun expect myself to make it for O'level...

todae cheryl din come to church cz she go Tioman...so sianx lorx...den count money for the offering oso muz count myself, but luckily han wei helped me oso...thnx cousin!!!

den went to lunch wif him and Pastor Ruth...

today for lunch, i was surprised that Daryl had the same problem with me...both of us cant take spicy food...our ears will hurt...lOls...this shows how good frenz we are...hAhax...


den we went for bible study...
`blah, blah, blah...
we told Daryl to buy x'mas gift for us cz we nv receive his gift every year...he onli bought us b'dae gift...
he told us to write down the things we want den give him the list...he sounded so serious lorx...Lolx...
he sae maybe going Japan buy for us...YEAH!!!
for the closing prayer, i forgot how to end lorx...so paisei...


den my family waited for me and we went Habour Front...
`blah blah blah...
dinner...



home swit home...



skool tmlo...going to get back our results... :(

WinTeR

todae's the 64th day,



everything is so different from the day we started talking to each other and now...
spring, summer, autumn, winter...
everything slowly fates away...


everything started...
everything i see it's beautiful...it seems to be picture perfect...
a msg or call from you brightens my day so much, that i din even realise it...


it becomes a routine for me to receive your messages, and i'm used to it...
sometimes, i din receive any messages for the whole day...my day is darken by the dark clouds...
i hope i can adapt to the changes...but it's difficult...


maybe you feel nothing, or maybe i'm just over reacting...
i don't know why, and i do not want to know why...
you're 'haunting' me day and night...it's miserable for me...


please leave me alone...
i do not want to have any memories with you...
i know that there's no chance for me to be with you...


please do not give me any hope...
ignore me, hate me, scold me...
do everything you can to make me forget you...




][ ` wrote it out of boredom ][

Toys'R'us

i went Toys'R'us again...wif Mel tis time...

SpoNgebOb sQuaRe pAnts!!!

Captain: Are you ready kids
Kids: Aye Aye Captain.
Captain: I can't hear you.
Kids: Aye Aye Captain!
Captain: OHHHHHHH
Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain: Absorbant and yellow and porous is he!
Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain: If nautical nonsense be something you wish!
Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain: Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!
Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain: Ready?
Captain and Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants, SpongeBob SquarePants,
SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain: SpongeBob SquarePaaaaannttss!!!
Captain: HA HA HA HA !!!!
Spongebob: (Whistle)

BLues Scale

for the past two weeks, i've not practise the scales that Moses wans me to play...

sianx lorx...den todae my practise lyk mad...



A- bLues
C- bLues
F- bLues
G- bLues



piano lesson again!!!


so depressed...

went Chinatown wif kohs todae...den we went to the Chinatown heritage centre...hAhAx...so fun inside...
alots of things inside...but the atmosphere inside quite errie...cz quite dark inside...but we still had lots of fun...


den we went Bugis, Suntec...we went to the Toys'R'us...oso veri fun...alot of things to play...


den went Millenium Walk, den to Marina Square...we had dinner at Hans...



`blah blah blah...



den we went Esplanade...we walked to 'Fullerton' Hotel...den we walk here walk there...

crap around...



den went to Raffles MRt station...den saw one 'ang moh'...quite handsome...but i think he a bit mad...cz he was dancing around the station...



although took alot of pics todae, but i lazy to upload...maybe next time...




ALL GOOD THINGS CUM TO AN END...



we're planning to go zoO, discovery centre...eTc...





yeAh!!! no skOol tmLo!!!








][ 96 moRe dAes tO x'Mas!!! ][

i went to Toys'R'us todae!!!
so fun lorx...me and xian were so happy lorx...
we played wif the spongebob...we brought spongebob around Toy'R'us...lOlx...
den we oso played wif the pooh which shake his head lyk mad...hahAx...

`feel lyk buying everything in the Toys'R'us...



MAD MAD MAD!!!

I LOVE TOYS'R'US!!!

If I could recapture
All of the memories
And bring them to life
Surely I would
Hear the distant laughter
Wasn't it you and me
Surviving the night?
You're fading out of my sight
Swiftly

You're vanishing
Drifting away
You're vanishing
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I was so enraptured
No sensibility
To open my eyes
I misunderstood
Now you're fading faster
It's suddenly hard to see
You're taking the light
Letting the shadows inside
Swiftly

Reaching out into the distance
Searching for spirits of the past
Just a trace of your existence
To grasp
And if somehow I could recapture
All of the memories
And bring them to life
Lord knows I would
But now you're fading faster
Getting so hard to see
Taking the light
Letting the darkness inside
Swiftly

You're vanishing
Drifting so far away
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Vanishing
Oh, yeah
Away

31marks gone for my math paper...maybe i nv study well enough...


tmlo still gt english paper...sianx...



left wif onli three papers...yEaH!!!





][ 98 days to x'mAs!!! ][ eXcited!!! ][

17th Sep,


while me and cheryl was balancing the money for offering, we found out that sum of the money is missing...


die le lorx...both of us are in charge lorx...we're in deep trouble...


`blah blah blah...



went kovan mall to look for cousin's wedding present...

`blah blah blah...


i wanted to buy a puzzle, but in the end i 4get to buy...so upset leh...



home`swit home...






18th Sep,


todae, i gt my Literature paper...alot of things to write lorx...write until i give up...my hand is realli realli tired...haf been writing alot these few days...



after the paper went to haf 'early lunch' wif shu xian...

we had lots of fun joking abt the manager in KFC...



den she came my house...we tok, we study, and we crap...


den we saw sum baby spiders outside the corridor...so disgusting...we almost shouted lorx...



wow!!! shu xian has improve on her playing skills...last time come my hse play Canon in D is cant hear the song de, but now she improve...**claps claps**

she veri interested in learning how to play the piano lorx...when i play a piece, she would observe how i play and ask me to teach her...currently, onli taught her how to play a small part in Canon in D...


den we went Gek Poh to buy sumthings...went pass the spiders again...EEeeE!!!

den we saw a cat...tis time i was the one who was disgusted by the cat while shu xian lyk it alot...



`blah blah blah...



she went home...



den i stared my math revision...study until veri sianx...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY!!! although u're in HOng Kong, the Whole SF will still misses you!!!

quite depress todae after i know sumthing...

oso cant do anything...cant help it...



i stayed at home the whole day...sianx lorx...dun feel lyk doing anything...

todae, had my pure geo paper...so upset lorx...i din manage to finish the paper...
although we're given 2h15mins, it's not enough...*sObS**


after the paper, i was so depress...i was so depress that i dun haf the appetite to eat...even though i bought my food, i was lyk "returning" the whole plate to the auntie again...


den layss, koh, xian, chang and me went out to buy sum sweets...

when we came back to skool, the whole skool was in a chaos...then 'betty' asked those classes who had 2nd recess to assemble at the quadrangle again...it was drizzling at that time...but soon, there was a heavy down pour...


i offered the others my sweet...den when i offer to chang, he told me that the sweet that i bought is made up of cow's intestines...i was lyk "eEew"...den layss came and ask whether her sweet is oso made up of cow's intestines too...den chang read the ingredients...yup,layss's sweets is oso made up of cow's intestines...both of us was so disgusted...yuckk..!!!


we went to geo room to ask eddie lau about map-reading...den while he's teaching, the classes which assembled make a hell lot of noise, so we went to take a look...they were lyk "rioting"...


`blah blah blah...



went to the MRL...den the "longer den life" was so noisy lorx...keep asking us to shut our mouths up...and we were making the "sHhHh..."

she was so irritated abt the noise lorx...den she ask "who's making that 'shHh','ShHh' noise???"
the way she ask veri funny lorx...which made kohs laugh so much...


`blah blah blah...


den i meet my cousin outside the skool gate, den she went my hse to do her web design...

she veri troublesome lorx...a bit here and there cannot do den grumble...so i muz help her do lorx...*gRins**


den i went cell grp wif my mum...so bored lorx...all the aunties and uncles toking there...den sum more my cousin was not at home...i was so damn bored lorx...


after cell grp, they haf a closing prayer...everyone in the call grp prayed for me and i haf to stand in the middle and they haf to put ther hands on me to pray...so paisei...
den i was the one to lead them wif the final closing prayer...a bit nervous...cz all members in the cell grp are older den me...




`depRess, depRess, depRess!!!


][ niTez ][



i've been trying to forget you...

tiRed

todae's phy paper sure cannot make it de...


math paper...erm...dunnoe leh...



tmlo pure geo paper...muz do veri well for that subject...



][ STUDY ! ! ! ][

mAd!!!

i cant study!!!
nth goes into my brain!!!
i'm so frustrated!!!
pissed off!!!
damn it!!!


arGh!!! i'm so, so, so damn, damn, damn...gRrR!!!!


aNgRy, AnGry, AnGrY!!!

ExAmS...

yesterdae, had my phy&chem practical...
erm...chem was okay, but i think phy...eh...not realli interested in doing the phy practical...

den todae, had my chem paper3...quite okay lorx...definitely easier compared to the mid-year's paper...
the onli problem is i do not haf enough time to do the questions...the questions from section B was done in a rush...i'm onli left wif 15mins for the questions...sad lorx...those questions i noe how to do de lorx...but, due to time constrain, i can onli scribble sum answers...not in full...:(

quite disappointed...i was quite prepared for the chem paper, but in the end, i do not haf enough time...


][there's english paper1 and social studies paper tmlo...][

there's choir performance in church...beside a pianist, there's oso a violinist...wow!!!the violinist is onli in primary skool...so graceful. so beautiful. so elegant.


i wan to learn violin, i wan to learn violin, i wan to learn violin!!!!



after the service, went for a meeting for those in the music minstry...they said that they're going to haf a retreat for us...dots...dun feel lyk going...



den i went for bible study...den we asked alot of questions, which made us even puzzled after asking...*grins*



den i went my grandma's house...mel was oso there...chatted a while den she left...

around 5, we left...



`went to haf dinner...



home swit home...





][ chem&phy practical tmlo ][



still no confident in doing phy practical lorx...

sTuDy ModE!!!

todae, i stayed at home to do sum studying...

playing the piano was great...!!!
`enjoying...relaxing...
basically, it's FUN!!!


going for piano lesson tmlo...

sianx...muz wake up early tmlo...





`music rocks my life... :)

GatheRing

6th Sep,

meet cheryl in the afternoon...but both of us were late...loLx...


den we headed to far east...had our lunch...


i asked cheryl is there any work tat i can do after o'level den she recommend me to work wif sony gear, since they having a IT fair on Dec...so, i asked her to check for me whether they need anymore peps to work for them...


`shop shop shop...



went to find the kai sisters since they were working there...


we had our cousin gathering in the shop [ purpur ]...

hahax...



after a while we left...




`headed to Bugis...



`][Suntec][



`Millenia Walk...


` Marina Square...



had our dinner at Hans...




den we went to Esplanade...



sianx lorx...see a lot of couples there...dots...




`went home....

snip, snip, snip...

i was woken up at 9 in the morning lorx...
my mum asked me to accompany her to see doctor at chinatown...



sianx lorx...muz wake up so early in the morning...


`went to chinatown...



`blah blah blah...




after that, we went to JP for lunch...

went to Toys'rus to 'shop'...and we bought sumthing home...hahax...




`went home...




i went out again for a hair-cut...
okay larx...not realli a hair cut...should be hair-trim???



`went home...



abt 6plus, went to haf dinner...

den saw mum's frenz...
den one of the auntie's son came...and i finally noe who he is...he added me in frenster before...the guy realli looks lyk his mum...


`blah blah blah...




going skool for a farewell party for mr lee...



den i meeting cheryl to go town...




`sianx...wad should i wear tmlo...???

happ!e birstdae munzii

in the morning, there's a pastor from other church who came to our church for sermon...

tis pastor was in fact. a 'part-time' missionary too...

he told us abt missionaries...



`after the sermon, i've gt the urge to go for missionary trip...hopefully in the central asia...

dunnoe why i've got the urge to go...






after church, me, pris, jeanette and wen zhen went to haf our lunch at kovan...
daryl nv went wif us cz he had went other church to acc his fren cz his fren is gng to church for the first time...

we went to delifrance for bible study...while i keep wen zhen busy, pris and jeanette went to bought a cake and a pudding from prima deli for wen zhen...these are her pressies for teachers' dae...


we had a 'tea session' at delifrance...



everything ended and i went munzii's hse...it's her b'dae party!!!


i met kohs and eunice at the cheers at lakeside cz they wan to buy the ben and jerry's ice-cream for munzii...

after we bought, we went to munzii's hse...



i told layss to lure the dog away from me as i realli realli realli do not wan the dog to come close to me...and i do not wan to shout as i noe munzii dun lyk ppl to shout...



`blah blah blah...



ivan, woody and hadi helped to set up the fire and they were the 'chefs' for the BBQ...as they were the onli guys around...


`blah blah blah...

chang, cheong came...


after a while, they went to fetch wei jun...


they came back...


kohs, chien, jas and me were realli crazy abt HSM...and we're so excited when we're toking abt it...



we had our deserts...

me and koh was taking pictures lorx...den we were lyk so picky...although we spent a long time taking pictures, but we onli kept a few...cz the others were all rejected by us...






den we played the game which is hosted by jacky wu, ai zai xin li kou nan kai... [ i think so...i dun realli noe the name of the game... ]


i was hit on the head a few times lorx... luckily is by a boster...
layss was the one who was being hit the most time...


we're all so lame lorx...
we realli had alot of fun lorx...


most of the peps left and sum of them had bio practical the next dae...


left wif onli they few of us...




den we help munzii to clean up...



it's fun cleaning up together...



went home at around 10plus...



i took a cab home wif averil...



`home swit home...

cRaZY dAe ouT!!!

wow!!! i woke up 'naturally' todae...but it's still consider early...i woke up at abt 8plus...


did sum stuff...


`blah blah blah...



i meet kohs and lays at abt 1240 on 181 bus...den we chatted while we're on the bus to boon lay interchange...



den we meet chang at lakeside mrt station...he was late again... [ grins ] he's late everytime...but we're used to it le...den we travelled down to jurong east...suppose to meet eunice and woody there de...but they told us to go chua chu kang to take 190 to orchard...okay...so we travelled down and meet them...



we took them bus...me and kohs were sitting together and we were lyk transparent to them as they four tok among themselves and kohs and i were in our own world...so funni lorx...den eunice suddely think of us and turn to apologize that she has 4gotten us...hahax...



we reached far east...


our aim for going out todae is to buy munzi's presents...she gonna haf a BBQ at her hse tis sundae...



`blah blah blah...


we went takashimaya...while we're on our way there...we saw mr koh and his wife...his wife not bad looking...den he was lyk so proud to introduce his wife to us...hahax...den we told eunice and woody why they didn't introduce themselves to mr koh since they are oso couple...it will be so fun if they do that...


den we went to the puma shop to buy the jacket that munzi wans...



on the way to orchard mrt station, i saw a shirt which has the cat, Marie on it...so nice...gonna buy it soon...


`blah blah blah...



den we went to Bugis...shop here shop there...den take pictures everywhere...
we oso took neo-prints...
haf our dinner at abt 4plus...



continue our shopping again...

went to Icon...we went pass a shop which sells alot of cute stuff lorx...eg. those disney toys...all veri small de lorx...all miniature...



walk until 8plus...den we went to a place where we can eat deserts...at there, we keep laughing lorx...
i think i laugh too much so my face turned abit red...so eunice asked me whether i got put blusher todae...but i din put on make up todae...in fact, i've stopped putting on make-ups for a veri long time...



around 9plus den we went home...



on the mrt, we're lyk crazy peps...keep laughing...laugh until veri tired...



lays, eunice and woody left at jurong east...left me, kohs and chang...

but chang soon left us and lakeside...



me and kohs tok alot while we're on our way home...tok abt sum frenship thingy which sumtimes we didn't wan to sae out...

after we said out how we feel about sumthing...we sumhow realised that sumtimes, we think alike...



`blah blah blah...



home swit home... :)


i cancelled my piano lesson tmlo...
but still, kohs and i are going to meet up wif mr koh to ask him physics...

happy teachers' dae...

todae is teachers' dae...went to skool to so call 'celebrate' wif them...

i sang birthdae song for three times todae...cz there's three teachers' birthdae...ms fong's [30/8], mrs lee aka maggie soh's [31/8], and mrs baljit's [1/9] birthdae...



den my frenz and i abit crazy todae...we're so 'high' all the way...keep laughing throughout...



`blah blah blah...


went home...



`den i meet chien and eunice to go back pri skool...cz after tis year, our pri skool is going to rebuilt and they're going to tear the whole skool down... [ sobs ]



we went back to skool...saw sum of the old classmates and teachers...i dun even recognize some of them...and some of them dun recognize me...hahax...


den eunice left us for a while...den she msg me that she sae the f***fAce... [ after you noe wad happen, den i think you will agree wif us the name... ]
i din see him lorx...eunice saw him twice but i din see him...but eunice sae it's better not to see him...cz he has changed from a charming guy to an ugly guy...




` den i came across my english teacher which i totally forgot her...when i saw her i was lyk, OMG..." u're my english teacher "...

den we chatted...my teacher said that i look so different...hahax... [ she said that i've grown prettier... ] yeah!!!
but she said that in the past, i look so square... [ grins ]
nvm...at least she got she i've grown prettier...lOlx...




`blah blah blah...



yEah!!! going town tmlo... wan to join me???